And it goes on and on...

So...
Kat had caught my attention...
there was no denying it. I ended up finding her
on twitter or something and just hitting her up like hey! how you doing!
I was still dating this other girl at the time, we'll call her Mandy, and truthfully
im not the type of person who cheats on woman at all... so when i would hit Kat up
it was only to hang out here and there just have some fun, hang out at the park or something.
Just enjoying each other as friends. Mandy lived the next town over and at the time i didnt
have any means of transportation. She was also going to start school in August and had
alot of very hard classes and clubs that she was going to be a part of. I was already starting to feel
that things were slowly going to start to go down hill. Slowly i was losing my feelings for Mandy
and i honestly wanted things to work because she was a very nice girl but as i put off dealing with her, i would spend more time with Kat. Now the thing about Kat was she had a boyfriend aswell
Her boyfriend, Steve, was friends with some of the same people that i knew, he is older but then again so is Kat, they are both 4 years older then me. Anyways, she had her boyfriend and
i had my girlfriend but i couldnt help but get feelings for her.. i knew it was wrong but i was still seeing her. This went on until around the last weeks of August and a couple of my friends and i were going to hang out with Kat and her friend. We hung out with them all thru the night and i remember walking with her thru the empty streets and she looks at me and says... " I really want to kiss you right now". It felt so right to kiss her. I knew i would be doing Mandy wrong but
it felt so right with her. She kissed me and my mind could barely comphrehend what was going on.... a few days later i picked Kat up from her job and we went back to my house and one thing lead to another.... well you get the idea. It was surreal. Here i was with the most beautiful woman i've ever seen in my arms... my emotions were running wild... i was truelly starting to feel more then just friends with benifits.. it was something else.. a fire had been started inside of me, with no sign of extinguishing...