Tuesday, November 3, 2009

And it goes on and on...

So...
Kat had caught my attention...
there was no denying it. I ended up finding her
on twitter or something and just hitting her up like hey! how you doing!
I was still dating this other girl at the time, we'll call her Mandy, and truthfully
im not the type of person who cheats on woman at all... so when i would hit Kat up
it was only to hang out here and there just have some fun, hang out at the park or something.
Just enjoying each other as friends. Mandy lived the next town over and at the time i didnt
have any means of transportation. She was also going to start school in August and had
alot of very hard classes and clubs that she was going to be a part of. I was already starting to feel
that things were slowly going to start to go down hill. Slowly i was losing my feelings for Mandy
and i honestly wanted things to work because she was a very nice girl but as i put off dealing with her, i would spend more time with Kat. Now the thing about Kat was she had a boyfriend aswell
Her boyfriend, Steve, was friends with some of the same people that i knew, he is older but then again so is Kat, they are both 4 years older then me. Anyways, she had her boyfriend and
i had my girlfriend but i couldnt help but get feelings for her.. i knew it was wrong but i was still seeing her. This went on until around the last weeks of August and a couple of my friends and i were going to hang out with Kat and her friend. We hung out with them all thru the night and i remember walking with her thru the empty streets and she looks at me and says... " I really want to kiss you right now". It felt so right to kiss her. I knew i would be doing Mandy wrong but
it felt so right with her. She kissed me and my mind could barely comphrehend what was going on.... a few days later i picked Kat up from her job and we went back to my house and one thing lead to another.... well you get the idea. It was surreal. Here i was with the most beautiful woman i've ever seen in my arms... my emotions were running wild... i was truelly starting to feel more then just friends with benifits.. it was something else.. a fire had been started inside of me, with no sign of extinguishing...

Lets kick it off...

So alots been happening and i've only recently decided to keep track of it all.
Well lets start from the beginning i suppose...
During the summer i started to hang out with a very wide range of people.
Different groups of people scattered across this godforsaken desert.
Now in one of those groups i met a girl...
This was all back around in July and well yeah this girl and i kicked it off real well.
Time goes by and its almost the end of July and i ask her to be my girlfriend.
She happily says "yes!"
Now this is where things begin to take form.


Thru her and the people i met thru her, i was invited to an event i suppose
just a local gathering of a sort anyways...
at this place a friend that went with me knew some girl that was there...
this girl was gorgeous... for the sake of the blog, we are going to call her... Kat.
Now i seen her at this event and later on in the night my friend that knew her
ended up showing up at the house i was at, which was my good friends house, with him
he brought her.....
My close friends that i was with along with me just couldnt help but stare at this beautiful girl
before us... just sitting there... infront of me!
We talk with them for alittle bit but they ended up leaving.
Kat. Kitty Kat. heh... when they left my friends all joked about her and how she acted tough and all this and all that. There words went thru one ear and out the other for me.
I was hooked. Just like that. Kat had me in her claws. This marked the day that my whole world would change.